hi..
I just knew that I had for the very first time for a very long time..
i just realized that I'm taking everything the negetively..
There's no one that would really understand me..
anymore..
ppl have their own problems..
but, where should i put mine?
I dun really know it myself..
I have so much things to do today..
physics WS
bio WS
malay debate
E maths filing.
haiz..
if i have the time, i need to do a lot of catching up already..
maths..
Haiz... i've been failing every single time..
I never passed any quiz or test mrs li has given..
I understand the thigns..
but, I tend to forget and blank out when I do the thing itself..
I dun noe why..
My parents are giving me a lot of pressure..
With every single assignment..
i failed one of my chem assignment..
cause i forgot to do!
Then , I anyhow do the thing..
My father threatened to cut my allowance..
and even deduct money from my sister tuition fee..
Cause she's teaching me.
And i not to have any money if my have tuition with my sis..
I just practically thought, why not?
So that my sister won't be able to ask me for tuition everytime..
Why? cause if she do, I won't benefit much..
So, I could easily reject..
Isn't that nice?
I've no been doing well in any assignment nor in any test..
Cause I don't have the time..
Or rathers, I feel as though i've got so much things to do!
And i dun have an organizer!
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that was before i started searching for an organizer..
Lols.
got one..
im starting to do bio liaos..
After that , physics, then, debate..
Wish me luck for it!
anyways, erms, i guess im ok already..
but, still sad about my parents and all.
I Dun noe how to give them the test to let them sign..
I got 16/40..
Haiz..
as always.. failed..
It's going to be a common thing..
i hope not..