stupid.
i hate studying now..
feel like giving it up.
i comfort myself with the fact that my other fellow school mates..
but everything tumbled down...
i am a glass once touch will shatter..
i dun noe wad my parents really wants..
i know wad they want..
but, can i do it?
why don't they do it?
there's a limit to everyone's brain max..
but, this time, i didn't study that well..
i seriously was playing..
but, this time my mother came in the fucking room just to nag at me..
wad rubbish..
she already know that i dun want anyone to talk to me..
but, she shouldn't go up to the extent..
rubbish..
total utter rubbish..
wad's my plan?
i dun noe..
i dun know about my fucking plan..
Hais..
I'm so busy in guides..maybe it's best if i don't get selected for the audition..
it might be better that way..
im way too overweight anyway..
hais..
i wanna kill myself..
but, let's just try..
guides are loading off a lot of my time..
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