I don't know her anymore..
She's not that one i knew..
The one that i knew was always cheerful and considerate of others..
the one i knew didn't show attitude..
I one i knew knew how to handle stress without leting it affect her normal daily life.
At least that was what she portrayed to the people around her, even me..
But, what happen? What change?
I Don't know..
I seriously don't know..
I lost a friend in her..
I could no longer stand her..
I can no longer take her..
Why;? Is it me?
But, i seriously hope she will go back to her happy go lucky ways..
But, i've waited pretty long already..
but, things just seem to have gotten worse..
Then, suddenly, everyone's bubble's seem to have burst..
Even I don't understand why..
I am still that person..
Just that i've slack too much.. that's the only difference..
To me, that is..
Now, I've got one person to always be behind me...
Is this the kind of atmosphere i'm going to spend my birthday in?
When two of my best friends are at odds at each other..
I wish they will sort it out.. but, what will happen if they do????
I don't noe..
I cant tell the future..
Now, I can't be bothered to tell people about my birthday..
I remembered one or 2 months before, i've been writting in people's organizer..
now, i cant be bothered..
I don't even countdown..
I have a sad life..
I'm trying not to push myself to the limit..
But, guides is taking my time..
I have to really plead eugenia whether we can come back for guides only once a week..
if not, I tink i'll die.. cause i don't have the time for my mid-year..
besides, I'm worried for her.. she's having the o's.. so, i hope she'll start concentrating already..
if we want to stay back, let it be for studies.. not anything else..
cause we need to start studying..
my results will drop tremendously..
for my A maths, i don't even know wad i'm doing.. haiz..
Now, i've only got to buck up and organize my time..
I need to work harder!!!!!!
hais..
Nvm, i've got to go and study already... laters... do organization first..