I'm here again. It seems that my results was not what I had expected. It was horrible. I had studied pretty hard for it and this is the kind of feedback I get. Of course my dad was not informed of my sinful act! Merilyn is irritating me. That's probably because I'm very feisty right now. I even failed my English! It is the most embarrassing thing that had happened to me. That's why you can see why I've written in perfectly good English. Forgive me if there are a few grammatical. I'm still quite new to this new way of writing. I may be quite profound when I'm in my language during vocal but not on paper.

The thought of writing in perfect English without any Singlish is depressing. I’m quite use to writing with adding Singlish inside. And here I am, writing in a language that seems quite profound. I hope that my new arrangement of writing will help me improve my English language. I have yet to do something about my other language that is not doing so well either. But, it was not until to the extent of failing, although I do have a feeling that it is going to turn out that way. I just have to believe in myself and do my best in anything.

As my results were devastating, I am going to attend certain tuition to further improve myself. The only factor that affects that is my schedule. I am a very busy woman as you can see. My June holidays are filled with raging activities. It is horrifying just thinking about it.

There are days where we are to do badges like Total Defence and Crime prevention. Other than that, there’s a patrol leader’s camp coming up. Not only that, there are days whereby we need to come back for extra meetings to prepare for the campfire.

Other than that, I lack of sleep. I can’t wake up that willingly anymore. Wait, when was it that I was willing to get out of bed? That must be a dream. But, not, I am more reluctant that I had even been. It’s cruel thing to do to my body. We not only sacrifice our time, but our effort in preparing for the campfire. Come to think of it, we should actually involve more of the sec 2s. We are doing too much things by ourselves. We should involve them in order to pass down the knowledge down to them. If not, how are they going to learn in the near future?

Giolinni has also made me quite pissed. He laughed when I told him the amount of subjects we failed. Apparently, this is no laughing matter. I don’t see the need to laugh at all. Such audacity! Now, he just told me that he thought it was the other way round. He’s not too happy about that the fact that he laughed at me. Well, he sounded as though he is. Now, he is very shocked. He said, ‘OMG OMG’. Yes, it sounded pretty horrible. Well, that shows that he expected me to do better. I mean that is good and bad at the same time. It is good that he think highly of me but it’s not good the fact that he is disappointed. What am I crapping about?

Moving on, I need to read. I’m desperate. I’m retiring to bed soon after I finish this post. I’ve written quite a long post. But, I’m spouting nonsense most of the time. I don’t see the relevant points of the entire thing. Nonetheless, I can tell you how many words I’ve written at the end of the entry. I would expect a lot but I know I should not get my hopes up too high.

I found out something very interesting. You can write a lot when you are interested in the topic you’re talking or discussing about. My friends would have been quite surprise to read this entry as this is too long. It’s very unlikely I’ll write like this all the time.

Miss Chua had given me some tips. She told me to write a lot instead of reading. She said what’s the point of reading? She advised me to write blog entrees longer and written in perfect English. All the Singlish has to be avoided at all cost.

Not only that, I’m elated due to the response of two schools today. They had decided to come for our campfire and perform as well. It’s a pity that certain schools are not performing. I hope Seng Kang will reply us soon. It is heard that they are coming to our campfire. I’m honoured to have such good schools to attend to our campfire. Not only that, we are also invited to Hougang Sec’s campfire during the June holidays on the 10^th. It is a combine camp by the Scouts and Girl Guides. We are really looking forward to it.

It will be very interesting. I would like to see Catholic High scouts there. Not that I like them or fancy them but they are very fun. They really liven up the atmosphere during a campfire. We would like to invite some scouts but due to some complications of the teachers and students, we are unable to do so. Therefore, it was only for Girl Guides. Not only that, we are inviting the other uniform group in our school. I hope it wouldn’t be too rowdy with the people from our school.

Not only that, I hope that the boys would control themselves and don’t flirt around with the Girl Guides in our school. I sincerely hope it would successful. I’m going to be the emcee on that day with Jennifer. We would have to be really hyper on that day to get the people going. We are most probably going to be sisters in the story line of the campfire.

Tomorrow would not be such a good day for me. Mrs. Kumar had selected a few students to do a presentation for parents-meet-session. It would be pretty stressful for all of us. I’m doing my part of presentation with Yen Ling. Good luck to both of us. I just have to go with the flow in this case. My mom would be there. That would be pretty awkward. I don’t like being forced. Nonetheless, do I have a choice? There would never a choice given to us; the path had been set out drawn for us. I don’t know why is it so hard to change back.

It seems that my eyes are shutting close soon. Apparently, I need to do laundry as well. I’ll be ending off my entry here. Goodbye!

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