I have gotten back my results. It was not as bad as I thought it was. I failed 4 subjects. Look on the bright side; I’ve got no F9. It has been quite an improvement for my physics. From a 9 to 8. Improved by one grade. I know it’s pretty pathetic. But nonetheless, I had improved. I was pretty disappointed in my English. It could never be a good grade for me. I failed it. It was really a shock to me. I need to buck up on my English. It seems as though my weak part is actually comprehension. I did a lot worse in Comprehension than in any other section of the English paper.

Massive amount of people was very shocked when I told them so. It was partially before of my vocal. I can speak well but I will not really do well on paper. I know that my English is as bad as any other people right now. There’s a great need to improve and do something about the language that may pull me down. It may not be an easy thing to do but I’m determined to do so. I wish that I would have enough energy at the end of every single day.

I was actually under s group called the focus group. We are supposed to see certain teachers as we have failed more than 3 subjects for mid-year. Mr. Chua had actually addressed the school about the issue. It was shocking that there were more than 100 people in the focus group. I was part of it and my other classmates were there as well. I know it’s pretty much drastic but I have to know where my weakness lies.

Do you know that chemistry needs a lot applying concepts instead of memorizing? I realized that this year and it has taken a lot of effort. I could not really blame it on my paper. It was partially of my fault that I did not study for chemistry.

Miss Loh actually took the classes 3e1 to 3e2. She talked to me. Both of parents were present with my sister as well. I know it’s pretty much extra. Nonetheless, Miss Loh actually knew my sister, which was an understatement. She told me that I was suppose to me better than my sister but why am I doing so badly now. Well, I must say that the pressure on the students is more Intense than last time. Not that there was much of difference of age between me and my sister, but we can see the syllabus change and the amount of topics I learn when I’m in a triple science and double Mathematics class. It’s not that easy to cope sometimes and people have to understand.

Well, that certainly showed that people actually thought highly of me. I need to bath right now. I’m very tired and need to prepare things for guides tomorrow. Goodbye.

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