I need you to know that I do all these things not to hurt you but you tell you the truth. Sometimes, the truth hurts but you just have to accpet the reality. That's just life. I'm sorry if my words hurt your feelings. But sometimes, I'm not a robot that is immune to what my friends say. I'm those sort who will take thinsg too hard. When it is not even necessary. I hope this will not really spoil our friendship or any sort. You've got almost no one to turn to. I understand. But, sometimes, you need to reflect on what you say. I know that I have to as well, But I would like emphasize that no one's perfect and you should not change yourself if you don't want to. If you think it's for the better. By all means, do it. If you want to be that way, don't change yourself. Let the people around you change for your sake. I know it's selfish but do what you want to do and do what you enjoy. Don't cage yourself in a world that you have to constantly change just for the sake of others.

If you are moved to a different environment, are you going to change again when you're so happy with yourself. SO, find who you truly are, and stick to it.

Trust me, I may say things that hurt poeple, but, I like to write it down to make them realize things and for me to let it out of my chest. I could not stop thinking about it. but when I wrote about it, I fwelt a lot more better. So, bear thigns in mind.