Heys..
I just came back from camp!.
hahas.
fun man.
Fantastic. bombastic.
Uh huh, kiss my shit.
hahas.
Well, that was wad started everything. sorta.
hahas.
Well, tired but, a great sense of achievement after climbing the Mountain Panti!
Hahas.
it's in malaysia in kota tinggi.
It took us around 10 hours to go up there and get down back.
With the outdoor cooking at the peak of the mountain!
So cool..
Then, there's this rock wall.
I had never been able to complete rock climbing.
It's hard.
Nontheless, there's this rock that we had to climb.
I made it!!!
It's tiring but, nonetheless, very very nice!!!
Hahas.
No safety belt!!!
Hahas.
just like that with ropes to help you around..
we kept getting drench in the rain.
I have two sets of clothes that is wet!!
sad life.
Then, we played loads of stuffs.
Indiana jones was fun..
but, the thing i like the most was the climbing..
hmmm, anything else?
i would have liked to canoe..
but, hais. sad life..
only the teachers are doing it.
Cause it's not that many.
sad life.
but, they seem to have everything there.
oh well.
zahir, zi ming, dennis and Rus was there.
they were my instructors for the coucillors camp.
evryone except for dennis actually was holding a big position.
i presume..
but, nontheless, they were not instructing us.
dennis was incharge of e3.
the campfire cock up.
i wouldn't blame anyone.
but, i believe it wasn't really our fault.
the girls in my class are mad about alwin.
he's quite good looking.
charming..
but, crude sometimes, i hate it when he does it.
my instructor is nice, enthusiastic, and exaggerating.
is that how u spell it.
oh well.
nonetheless, he called me the mother of the group.
hmmm, oh well, he's nice though.
everything was nice.
my 2nd fav camp!!!
woots.!

hi..
I just knew that I had for the very first time for a very long time..
i just realized that I'm taking everything the negetively..
There's no one that would really understand me..
anymore..
ppl have their own problems..
but, where should i put mine?
I dun really know it myself..
I have so much things to do today..
physics WS
bio WS
malay debate
E maths filing.
haiz..
if i have the time, i need to do a lot of catching up already..
maths..
Haiz... i've been failing every single time..
I never passed any quiz or test mrs li has given..
I understand the thigns..
but, I tend to forget and blank out when I do the thing itself..
I dun noe why..
My parents are giving me a lot of pressure..
With every single assignment..
i failed one of my chem assignment..
cause i forgot to do!
Then , I anyhow do the thing..
My father threatened to cut my allowance..
and even deduct money from my sister tuition fee..
Cause she's teaching me.
And i not to have any money if my have tuition with my sis..
I just practically thought, why not?
So that my sister won't be able to ask me for tuition everytime..
Why? cause if she do, I won't benefit much..
So, I could easily reject..
Isn't that nice?
I've no been doing well in any assignment nor in any test..
Cause I don't have the time..
Or rathers, I feel as though i've got so much things to do!
And i dun have an organizer!
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that was before i started searching for an organizer..
Lols.
got one..
im starting to do bio liaos..
After that , physics, then, debate..
Wish me luck for it!
anyways, erms, i guess im ok already..
but, still sad about my parents and all.
I Dun noe how to give them the test to let them sign..
I got 16/40..
Haiz..
as always.. failed..
It's going to be a common thing..
i hope not..

i feel sick.
I hate my life sometimes.
I feel as though I've got no problems in life.
Well, my parents think that my life is so easy.
Well, I would to see them trying it our for themselves.
I can't take it for more than 1 month.
And wheres the stupid fucking organizer?!
I've waited for it for 1 month already and
it still havent arrive.
My schedule is so disorganized now.
I feel stupid and used.
I wish sometimes that would just die in the world.
And ppl will forget about me.
And I wouldn't even exists!
I wish!
But, nonetheless, I cannot run away from my problems.
At least those rich brats need not do their own laundry.
Need not wash the dishes.
Need not iron their own clothes.
How about me?!
Do you know how hard it is to live with so many responsibility.
Theres a huge weight on my shoulder.
And no one would try to relieve me of it.
Cause,
well, i dont' know why.
Just maybe because they're such pain in the asses that they rather not help.
What canbe done?
I Don't know.
Haiz.
I guess I should be robot.
I wish I wouldn't get sleepy all the time in class.
I should start drinking coffee.
Haiz..
But, I don't like coffee.
But, I need the cafaine.
dots.
nvm.
Can't be bothered.

hihi peeps...
hahas.
today we all helped out the sec 2s in their marching.
finally, i can see some improvement..
i just hope that they would improve on their banging and especially the leg position.
They keep doing horse shoe kick.
Well, then, need them to train to shout!
hahas.
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that was suppose to be the other day's one.. but,
no time to finish it.
I was talking to krti just now..
on line..
quite a nice guy..
hahas..
hmmm, today elle and me.
we had girl talk
hahas...
quite nice actually..
ok lar, mi quite want to go bed liaos..
i noe, short post=boring..
hahas..

heys... I love myself..
today we did 'loads' of things in guides..
I love everything about it.
Just tiring.
And my feet are killing me.
hahas.
Hmmm, aye, we did loads of marching.
but mostly on flag etiquette.
So fun!
My first time learning.
Well, not really lar.
Seen the rest do it before and became the mark person.
So, quite familiar with the procedure.
I'm ok with the entire roles exchange.
The commanding was ok.
But, the big problem is the flag!!!
gosh, I've tried about 3 times.
Only got it in the end.
But, I'm lucky enough to get so many trys.
But, the wind didn't help me!!!
So sad.
hahas.
Nonetheless, I hope nothing cock up for all of us!
Jia yous!
I think we'r ehaving a practise this coming monday.
To revise back and learn some more...
Haiz.
Student initiated thingin'
hmmm, then, nothing much lar.
except for the fact that why does Feli and siti has to say that the havent learnt the thing before.
I mean, they've done it before.
Lols. Nvm.
But good news, my group won the debate. Malay.
We all had to compare the marks.
Of the four groups.
Then, sian dao!
We are goign against he same opponent.
Cause they got to the next round as well .
Cause they score higher than the others.
Sad life.
Then, stupid sore loser told us that we cheated!
She said that we knew the topic beforehand.
Before anyone knew theirs.
I mean, even if we had known which we didn't.
We prepared our speech in 2 to 3 days only!
And we actually had 1 week to do it.
I don't understand these people.
Sad life..

harlow!!!
today we had parade rehearsal..
i today so lazy to lift my legs.. hahas..
cause of my shorts keeps hiking up..
hahas..

if i wear my fav shorts, then won't be like that de..
hais, sian..
today need to do a lot of things...
debate speech..
and hw!!
hahas..
i tink i'll just do last minute today..
debate in my piority list..
hahas..
sian...
i tink we'll sure lose..
you know why?
cause we're in a stupid stand..
it's not as if i want it..
hahas..
anyways, i've got to go... see you peeps tml?
and todays marching was...
erm, tiring...
hahas.. cause we are already very tired and it's adding on to the pressure..
hahas..
laters! debate here i come to lose..
hahas..