Hey!!!
Im so happy... u all know why? cause the Bowen Girl Guides have made a name for ourselves!!!
We've won the award for the best performance.. so nice right...
we've prepared the thing for one week... not much i noe..
but, I think they've seen the effort we've put in..
hahas..
It's superb.. hahas..
We have certain roles.. servants, villagers and king..
Shu Xian is the king... they wanted me.. but, I die die also dun want.. hahas..
But, shu Xian Did a good job!!!! Well done dearie!!!!!!!!!
The servants are: Me, gwen, Wan zhen, Yan zhen, Wan ru, Ellis, *Celina and Eleena* <<< they're with the king..
The villagers are the rest... erms, let me just mention the names.. hahas..
They are januavi, syazwani, ru yi, hui ling, sarah, eileen, rajes, athena and atiqah<<< she's the mother..

Hahas.. so cool.. the music started too early.. then, we couldn't do the earlier steps.. so sad... oh well.. it's ok...
then, the stage is small.. so, we couldn't really exaggerate our steps.. hahas..
and i would like to thank all the seniors that have contributed.. for collaborating the steps with us.. inviting us to the camp fire.. if not, we'll never have this opportunity.. for replacing the mei yu who had a fever.. i hope it's true...
i also would like to thank drama for lending us the costumes... if not, we could have never been so successful!! hahas.. we'll show you the lamp we got.. so cool...
this is the camp fire we've attended for the first time.. hahas..
so good right..
and the sp rovers have agreed to help us.. for the gateway.. thank god.. if not, i do not know how i'll survive even trying to think of the design.. hahas.. at least something big is off ellis and my shoulders..
erms, thats all i guess... just hope my juniors will have some urgency... hahas. took so long to change... still dare to walk after that.. if i never run, i tink they'll still be walking.. in malay it's called terhege-hege... macam mak nenek... hahas..
and i dun like a negetive answers like: dun want, anything, dun noe..
man, these words dun exist in my dictionary... so, try not to say it...
especially when you get all whiny with me... gosh, pls use your whiny voice and method some where else..

This week has been very busy for me..
I hate to do this but, guess i have to..
Everyday sure will go sch.. or just some where..
I went to sch on monday...
got some stuff.. dun remember..
Tuesday was north division day..
It was ok lar..
i took part in emergency cooking. which was outdoor cooking..
man, that sux..
My food sux..
i should have known better..
hahas..
oh well, i hope i can train my juniors next year..
this year isn't about winning but about experiencing..
Next year, we'll try to win!
Jia yous!!!
After that, we went to sch for the practise for sp rovers stuff..
Busy...
hahas..
Then, the next day I went out with poo kwee, hui yi and amelia..
Cressa had to go earlier.. So, i didn't get to see her..
They watched big mama house..
I watched it at night with my family..
So nice..
Quite funny... andrew so cute!!!
hahas..
Then, thurs wen to sch for sp rovers practise..
manage to do the steps..
hahas..
so now, we're to practise...
hahas..
erms, today, i went out with Jasmine...
Due to the temptation to sing..
I sang to her..
hahas..
Wu liao.. i noe..
then, tml got parade practise.. another selection..
I tink i'll go out..
hahas..
nvm, at least i've tried..
erms, sun most prob going out with Jas to do hw..
erms, that all bahs..
Then, i sort things out with her liaos..
The one that I don't really like..
i tink we're not ready to face each other yet..
but, we've cleared things out..
And someone seems to have tried to do something...
man, is it even your business..
Anyways, to my classmate,: hey, I'm sorry if i cause any hurt in you as well.. i tink we're both in the wrong.. I tink we shall be able to see each other in a clearer light now.. Since we'll be together for a long time.. lets make the best out of it.. =)

stupid.
i hate studying now..
feel like giving it up.
i comfort myself with the fact that my other fellow school mates..
but everything tumbled down...
i am a glass once touch will shatter..
i dun noe wad my parents really wants..
i know wad they want..
but, can i do it?
why don't they do it?
there's a limit to everyone's brain max..
but, this time, i didn't study that well..
i seriously was playing..
but, this time my mother came in the fucking room just to nag at me..
wad rubbish..
she already know that i dun want anyone to talk to me..
but, she shouldn't go up to the extent..
rubbish..
total utter rubbish..
wad's my plan?
i dun noe..
i dun know about my fucking plan..
Hais..
I'm so busy in guides..maybe it's best if i don't get selected for the audition..
it might be better that way..
im way too overweight anyway..
hais..
i wanna kill myself..
but, let's just try..
guides are loading off a lot of my time..
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