This time, it wasn't in the toilet. It's now in my own bedroom with a box of tissue. No one really cares about it. No one is trying to make me feel better. At least not everyone. They are just telling me how I did.

Thanks to those who supported me. I guess. Suzanna, please dun blame yourself. I didn't.. This is not your fault. I don't blame u.. So, please don't be disheartened.. Cheer up k? And for those who supported me, sorry to disappoint u.

Woots.. I'm pretty happy yesterday.. =) So interesting.. I had my auditions yesterday... Well, it was very satisfying.. I guess.. I did ok.. But, for the duet, i a little went off pitch.. Then, my solo... I had flat notes.. =( Maybe they couldn't hear but, i can hear it clearly for myself.. Anyways, the response coming from the audience was great.. =) I guess.. lols.. A plus point the fact that I'm a malay.. After my duet, I went off to my malay thing.. So busy.. Then, ppl was like: you sang very nice.. I guess that was gd then.. Lols.. I was so happy that Eugenia lau came to support me.. The sec 2s were there, the sec 1s were there also.. =) Thanks guys.. I mean from guides lar.. wad else.. lols.. My classmates came also.. =)

Then at 4. 30, I went off... To guides... Then, eleena was like: Hei se mao yi.. DIAOS>>> But, nvm.. and the way she tried to imitate me was pretty hilarious.. During squad, the girls giggled slightly.. Lols.. Of course, I felt embarass.. They say I look shy... Well, I was nervous! Lols.. and quite embarass... Lols.. Then, Wan yu said that I sang very nice.. and she shake my hand.. She made my day!!! Woots.. You know why, cause she's usually not so nice to me.. hahas.. So happy.. Then, before my auditions, yikloong msg me.. Hahas.. He's e only one lar.. But, who else would.. I kept it in low profile.. Even my parents doesn't know about it..

Then, after that, after guides meeting, miss chua and all talk together.. Then, they brought up that topic again.. lols.. Then, miss chua ask me to sing.. Then, sing lor.. Then, she say: not bad arh.. got the tou ying also.. Now we know who to ask already.. Gosh, means, she's referring to giving me some job on singing.. =( More work in the future.. kana sai.. Bleahs.. But, it's ok..

Then, I went home.. Gio, kok chen, jia ying, alex and oliver told me I sang nice today.. But the shock of the day was of course Oliver.. hahas. So weird lar.. I mean, I didn't expect him to say these kidn of thigns one.. like weird!!! But, definitely nice of him.. thanks!! But, to all of you, thanks for the support!!! I really appreciate it.. =) But, my main purpose to join was for experience.. These was a crazy thign for me.. lols.. but experience.. =)