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Hey!
Lets talk about the past events that had happen..

Beginning of the year it started out from Debate for me..
The malay..
We won in the end.. =)

Then, we did our flag etiquette.
We started practice around February..
I did the flag practice for 3 times.. Cock up a few times..
See, no one's perfect..
Did student initiated thing..
I read back my post,
I said that I was familiar with the procedure because
I helped them out previously..
When I hadn't join Guides yet..

And we helped sec 2s in marching?
Didn't remember..
Knew Krit ard there as well.. Hahas..
I said he was a nice guy.. Hahas.. So weird..

Ok, then next post, I was sad about my life..
See how ungrateful I was!!!
Hahas.. I said I need to do laundry last time..
Now, I'm still reluctant..
But, some children don't even have enough clothes to wash!
And that post, I was slightly angry with my parents...

Next post around 15 feb..
Failed my test.. I tink it's e maths..
I mention the last part of my post, that I hope it won't be a trend as it goes down the year..
I guess it did slightly..
I complained about HW a lot.. Hahas..
I was talking about an organizer.. Said I wasn't organized.. Now's better I guess..

Thn, next post after I came back from camp, it was 25.2.06..
I mention about mount panti being an achievement for me..
I guess it wasn't my only achievement now..
Then, abt my instructor calling me the mother.. Hahas..
2nd fav camp.. =)

Next post, march... 3/10 to be exact..
I mention about the audition.. Which one? The chinese competition?
I don't remember..
Then, it was a sad post.. =( But, I said I felt like killing myself.. LOLS>
At that point of time, I seem to be very involve in guides already..
I mention that I was busy there..

I remember what audition already.. It wasn't the chinese one.. My next post explains it..
It was the SYF selection.. Hahas..
I said there was a selection.. Busy week.. 3/17
So accurate..
I was not confident at the 2nd selection.. But, oh boy, we were definitely better than them now..
I mention that I would go out.. LOLS.
I also was in a bad picture with Sophia that time..
That day was when we sorted out our problems..
Hahas.. So childish..
And not to be mention, the SP practice for the campfire..

The next post was about the SP campfire.
I talked about us making a name by winning the best performance..
Well, Now it's no big thing..
I even mention that SP would help us with the gateway..
My foot.. Hahas.. In the end they didn't really.. Except for clement.. If I'm not wrong..

The next one was 2 days before my birthday..
And Ellis and Gwen was at odds with each other..
And I was sad the fact that I didn't bother about my birthday..
Because I was too tired..

Then, the day of the central judging for Bowen..
I got scolded LOADS of times..
First was by LION because I made an announcement..
And who asked me to say the announcement???
That bitch of course..
Then, James scolded me also when I took care of her class..

Next post was 27/4..
It was another sad post..
My parents threaten to go down to school..
The first time..
Just because of the walkaton card...
All these memories wasn't so nice..

The next post wasn't so encouraging either..
It was about my results..
Not much details..
But, also about the campfire.. And it being very tedious..
Number of words for that post: 1, 123..

Next post was another sad one..
Abt my results in details..
Then, about me being better than sister, supposedly.

The next one is already in may.. Wasn't so devastating..
It was not so lively nor sad..
Now, My post got more monotonous..
It was about SYF contingent in the academy..

The next post was me talking about ellis..
I was pissed at her at that time..
I didn't know who I was talking about until I read on..
Why I was pissed at her?
Because she was not sensitive about what I cannot eat..
She said why I everything also cannot eat..
Yupps, more I think about it, the more angry it gets.. Lols..
And I had a bad cold, cough, sore throat and asthma was back.. Obviously my mood was bad..

Ok, my next post was still angry..
Still about elle..
I think ellis read my post at that point of time..
I'm surprise how my post sounded so matured.. Hahas..
Then, I was talking abt her supposedly shouldn't change just for the sake of others..

Moving on..
And me was still sick..
Next post was around end of may..
I talked about me watching xing nian shi ba shui..=)

Next post, I was still sick..
It was about me, gwen, elle and shu xian.. Who got stuck in the dent..
Hahas.. Because Eugenia tan and jennifer lock us in...
It was a very memorable experience.. Pity Wan ru went home earlier..

Then, next post was about Sg idol..
Then, me taking the BB spars..
One male. one female..
At first..
then, one more male came along.. hahas..

Then, it was about my PLTC camp..
I said that it was worth it perhaps..
SO, the question is, was it really.
The answer is yes, about all the stuff we learn there.
It was brought back to us..
All the theories to the practical of the campfire..
It was all learnt..
I really appreciated the fact that me and ellis was sent there..
Then, I complained that some people there were arrogant..
Perhaps..

Next post was sad..
It was me being sick of everything..

Next post, I didn't even touch on june campfire..
hahas.. talked about wad happen in school after that..
And that meant all the work needed to be completed..
then about michael scolding us.. LOLS.

Next post was me not going to walkaton.. =( so sad..
I didn't go due to stomach pain..
Hahas..

Ok, the nxt post i talked in malay.. Hahas..

next post was about mr tan.. hahas.. again
then, i said about racial harmony day..

Next one was us going out together watching lake house..

Next one was still about mr tan. hahas..
It's about me asking the question and he recorded down the tine..
hahas.. So hilarious,,

Ok. next few post.. I cant be bother go in details.. But, in conclusion, I could only say that in e beginning part of the year, I was feeling devastated all the time.. But now, I'm beginning to feel immune to things.. I always let my feelings show in the beginning.. Then, as time goes by, I think I went immune to things and didn't care much about things around me.. Thats when I grew ignorant about stuff.. However, I guess it has its advantages right now..I pick and choose stuff I want to hear.. Things that I would want to forget might be forgotten..

I have a more positive and grateful posts at the later part of the year which meant I was more grateful of life.. I guess that was because I started to do volunteering work and saw the other side of life that i should be grateful that I had and others who are not so fortunate doesn't get to obtain that easily.. So to say, I grown more matured over the months and it has perhaps benefited me in some way..

I'm just glad to say that 2006 was a great year for me.. There had been loads of downs.. But, at the end of it all, it was all worth it.. We all might be thinking all the time that we had been striving very hard.. But hey, look where we are now darlings..

It was all worth it at the end of the rocky ride.. I've known people through this year.. And deepen my understanding a bout others. =) And on the eve of new year even saw some one old nt new. and he's going to hell.. Trust me.. Hahas.. Nights people..

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